wend'y says:
WE WERE SAYING IF WE'RE SAD
wend'y says:
WE MST DRAW ON OUR OWN EYES AND MAKE EACH OTHER LAUGH
orget me nots and marigolds and other things that dont get old says:
HAHA LOOK WE HAD SO MUCH FUN IN THE FAST BUILDING R/S
forget me nots and marigolds and other things that dont get old says:
IT'S ALL WORTH IT MAN

EIGHT MORE DAYS TO
2BUCKS YTF AND IKEA WEIGHING SCALE : D : D

made my horrid day!

MY UNINTENDED

we spy with our little eyesss..

yes laugh laugh laugh at my retarded face

<3 buddie &erdinger!

c!

val, c and i

lesbian partner 24/7

disgruntled uni kids :c

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disenchantment.
derivational suffix, derivational prefix, derived word.

sometimes you think you found something
but after a wild goose chase
draw a circle around it, at a blank
glazed to closed eyes
pumping to still hearts.

Before she can see what they've done
Nobody told her she'd lose in the first round
The last fight was fixed from the start
Name's on her sidewalks they move through her body
Like razors they cut through her heart

Night life
the high life
she just wants a good life
So someone remembers her too

random

see, huiyi, i'm still alive. promise more to come ohkay

&our gorgeous Y!

veeff used to make me (:

shut up shut up
i don't wanna hear all your secret thoughts screaming in my head
nor your blatant ones.

over and over and over again.

HUMDRUM.



these days, I mostly feel like one of these sporadically scattered tees, waiting but also trying to shirk from being picked at.




“I love a blouse that’s dumb, I love to use the word dumb. It’s not knowing, and the word blouse is so out of fashion that I love it—a blouse that’s dumb. And gabardine. That’s what people need to be wearing right now.
It’s more psychological. For people that don’t have any interest in the psychology of nuance, who need everything to be in their face, who don’t want to analyze . . . those aren’t the people I romanticize about dressing.”

-Marc Jacobs

-

in light of Topshop being sued for blatantly plagarizing Chloe's designs (among others),

"street style is constantly copied by designers, so why shouldn't the street swipe it back?"
would be a good argument but then again

"If Forever 21 and H&M are forced to make their own designs, we'll start to really see mass fashion compete with runway fashion, because it will probably be just as innovative, exciting, and new.
And if mass chains need to hire good designers - not ones who copy the runway, but ones who challenge it - there will be far more jobs for incredibly talented kids without "parents who are real estate moguls"."

methinkst the line between runway and street has been outrageously crossed and blurred and with easy benefits for consumers the lack of impetus for infringement control it's completely impossible to spin it back in control - or back in a clearcut line..

but anyway i believe it's not what you wear but how you wear it.
&poor Topshop, it could be imitating Chloe, but streets of Bangkok and China are flippantly making copies of their designs all over streets bustling with foreigners too, and there's no one to sue.

-
say hello to my only friend (&also hello to dwarfdom, wenjia's 170cm) throughout the 2 days of orientation that we attended. i think it was supposed to last 8 days.

(lazy to flip as usual)
-

long overdue picture i took of my farewell gift to huiyi ng.
(who is coming back sept!! :)

this is the cover of the zebra striped box

and the inside..
yes, it's a box within a box.

i want to visit people present on the day this picture was taken..
play boardgames and be secretive about tactics..


(i miss the chocolate overload too)

endnote :
uni life suxor.

(it's cream from cake)
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sigh. i can't even begin to describe the extent of how much i dread stepping foot in there again.
for now i shall be heading out for gossip/ politics/ foodie session soon.

wend'y says:
i dont want! theyre not you guys!
wend'y says:
haah change is not in me man
wend'y says:
this is where im the exact opposite of you
wend'y says:
i'll never be independent
lately says:
thats why we complement!
lately says:
thats why we're pals
lately says:
do you want some krispy kreme?
lately says:
a dozen
lately says:
all kinds for you
lately says:
and tim tam for you

:'c

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN ALONE IN A CROWDED ROOM
well i'm here with you

khiel's blue herbal moisturisor
eye drops
clothes
muji notebooks

go to school

get out of this dump.

-

KnockedUp is fucking hilarious - the best comedy i've ever watched and i don't even really like comedies - which might or might not say a lot about the show but the point is, it is good. The humour is coarse yet sweet. It's insensitive yet heartwarming. If you know what i mean.
What i have a problem with though is that Ben, the male lead, would never have fallen in love with the female lead's .. inner beauty if she wasn't half as gorgeous or had two gargantuan balls on her chest for boobs. Just saying. It's just screaming for comment keeping in mind the number of times he swoons 'you're so beautiful' when he first sees her. I mean if she was a fat cow with a huge nose and no boobs to speak of, without impugnation he would be fucking his bong - doggy-styled anyday instead of reading baby books and swearing to turn his life around.
Life is cruel this way.

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It was a nice gesture. Something you overlooked a year ago but i would never.

of course i know it's okay;
it wouldn't be if things haven't changed
from afar, watch it turn to gray.

Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore

LOOKS LIKE IT ALL WENT WRONG

WHAT AM I TO DO WHAT AM I TO DO

\the magic numbers; forever lost

Now that it's raining more than ever

Know that we still have each other

You can stand under my Umbrella

-

australia stole my everything pal.

depression.........

you suck up all those idiosyncracies,

every little thing

so you don't forget,

so you'll still feel her here.

this feels like a eulogy.

..

CHOY.

..

(:

YY

And yeah I'm sorry

I was late but

I missed the train

And then the traffic

was a state

And I can't be arsed to carry on in this debate

..is where the Y is..

hehe i think this shot is damn funny

-
@hotel 1929

this. bitch. is. leaving. me. here.

always in wonderment.

(i'm so sorry i lost the other pics.. will upload them after the mystery is absolved)

-

a very random night @mambo

now you see me,

now you don't..

-

i'm still waiting for xo yupian..

-

patriotic day @floating stadium! (featuring posterboy of the day HAHA he was just standing in front of our BIRD'S EYE VIEW of the parade so he's like conveniently in a lot of our random shots of the parade)

introducing trueblu sporeans stephcheong and i in whites.. (PAP?!?!)

see that tiny yellow star!

(and the guy nxt to steph w his hugeass cam.. ._.

uncle, we caught the stars w a normal digicam..)

yea..lazy to flip.

itsy bitsy fingers..i'm gonna catch those lil fleas.. just kidding. helicopters looking cute and making my fingers look stubby. okay they are. anyway they had this landing on the water which was pretty cool to see real life.

..LUCKY DRAW. very very sly ploy to get us to manage our own litter. i felt quite insulted that they would typify singaporeans this way and on this day..

(&yes i wore red flats. and i have a blueblack on my thigh.)

yea lazy again..


such a singaporean shot..

-

someone let it go.

-

very pictorial, not in the mood for words. off to zzz.

night world.

ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
mid-sweet talk,
newspaper word cut outs
speak no feeling

OH, IT IS LOVEY

i'm not the cheery bubbly megawatt smile on my face type of freak

i have more down days than north moments

but for once i'm gonna attempt to keep it gravity defying

though everyone else has more reasons

more warmth in their hearts

more glow in this dark tunnel

to believe secretly there's a reason enough to keep it going everyday.

and as a typical pessimist i'm lined with remorse saying this cos i somehow also believe im jinxing my secret belief by saying (typing, rather) it out loud (okay, my friends can vouch that i type really loud too)

but the (:'s still on.

&one of the reasons would be

we live in a box (:

chew on it!

p.s stephcheong i Y you! (:

I WISH YOU'D TAKE A WALK IN MY SHOES
FOR A START.

disturbance brought to the table.

i long to shut my ears and close my lids.

YOU HAVE TO COME BACK NEXT WEEK TO REMOVE 1 2 3 SKIN GROWTH

virgin experiences:
laundry,
face mask,
diy icecream (it's green tea! :)

im feeling very much like an obasan

-

this morning was a case of Shrek hairband, gingerbreadman, sausage with/out egg, setting tests and clues for severe sleepyhead, dilemmas dilemmas.. very untimely for a grouchy girl who has only shut her eyes for a grand total of 4hrs, otherwise known as sleep.
but still, happy 19th nicole ng huiyi :D :D
johnson&johnson no more tears!
girls and boys.. boys and girls..
._.

today would be a good day to slit my wrists and disappear from here
yea i'm a psychotic angsty emo suicidal teenager
-rolls eyes.

STRAYLIGHT RUN; THE WORDS WE SAY

all we can do is keep breathing,

all we can do is keep breathing.

can anyone be cuter than zooey deschanel Y

and can any buffet possibly suck more than holiday inn's.

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I'm still here,
But it hasn't been easy,
I'm sure that you had your reasons,
I'm scared for this emotion,
For years I've been holding it down,
For years I've been holding it down.

This girl tries her best everyday,
But it's all gone to waste 'cause there's no one around,
This girl she can draw she can paint,
Likes to dance she can skate,
Now she don't make a sound.

We'll play in our park,
'Till it's too dark for us to see
Well we'll make our way home,
With mud on our clothes,
She won't be pleased.

-

all we can do is keep breathing.
all we can do is keep breathing.

Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough..
Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough..